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Stealing Time

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 7:23 PM
Time flies. I wish I could remember what I've been up to. It probably hasn't been exciting, anyway, but it would be nice to be able to replay it in my head. As it is, there seems to be an ever-widening void in my mind.

The gap between myself and the people I knew in high school is also continuing to widen. Or, at least, it seems that way. I wonder if any of them have actually changed at all? I wonder if we'd be able to pick up where we left off, for the most part, or if we're all strangers now...

I think the thing that has been preventing me from finding out is fear. I don't know what I'm really afraid of. The worst that can happen is I'll learn someone doesn't like me anymore, or that they only really tolerated me to begin with.

Or maybe I'm afraid I'll end up just associating with people out of the inability to tell them how I really feel. This seems more likely to me. I've never really told anyone that I don't like them. (Though I don't think anyone I don't like would contact me on here.)

Maybe I'm afraid I'll just start making excuses not to do things, and I'll be found out.

Maybe I'm not afraid at all, but just content with the way things are.

Maybe I should know how I feel. If I don't know, how is anybody else supposed to?

I'm just waiting, killing time. Don't mind me.

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Hi, I'm Mimi.

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  • Favourite genre of music: classical
  • Favourite photographer: ghstuponthestge, tala-tainn
  • MP3 player of choice: my christmas ipod
  • Favourite gaming platform: my floor
  • Personal Quote: "I have no idea what you're talking about."
  • Tools of the Trade: notepad, .5 mechanical pencil, white printer paper, 1bitPaper, photoshop CS3

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~c--L:iconc--L: Jul 1, 2009, 10:12:43 AM
Happy birfday, even though it's already july :3

I didn't call because I was lazy, and I don't have any money so I'll be drawing something for joo.

I wonder if you'll recognize it?

My mom talked about you, said you were the best at drawing people x3 (and you are)
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~ohh-snap:iconohh-snap: May 17, 2009, 3:38:15 PM
Hello, there.

All is well. Hopefully the same is true for yourself.

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YOUR FACE OR YOUR KNEECAPS
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~c--L:iconc--L: Mar 28, 2009, 12:06:37 AM
this made me think of you~

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:icontonberry2plz:
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~c--L:iconc--L: Feb 19, 2009, 6:25:34 PM
Are you still you?
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*vivianpop12:iconvivianpop12: Dec 23, 2008, 9:00:40 AM
thanks for the fav!
~ntora:iconntora: Sep 27, 2008, 1:04:37 PM
thank you
Since puppies touch you, you might enjoy the rest of them as well [link]
:aww:

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~ROSH10101:iconROSH10101: Sep 16, 2008, 9:13:01 AM
You looked great in "The Story" shot done by fallinginpanic. You dont look like a retard. Infact in my opinion you have presented yourself awesome with the flower object if you ask me ^_^.

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~JoeDillon:iconJoeDillon: Aug 5, 2008, 9:10:55 PM
thank you for the watch =]
=soyaMILKu:iconsoyaMILKu: Aug 3, 2008, 4:00:31 PM
Thank you so much for the favourite!!
I really appreciate it! \(*__*)/ ♥

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